Sunday, January 9, 2011

Here, I Stand Alone (Poem)

Never in my life have I ever felt so alone... so empty inside
Feeling like I've failed at everything,
still never going to be enough for anyone... not even myself.
Hoping that for once my heart won't feel so heavy.

No one supports me or any of my ideas,
I can't even support myself... so is that why?
Why do I even try to get people to like what I do?
It shouldn't even matter and yet is does.

I hate these days when I feel alone,
like no one really cares.
They say they care but at times I hear the emptiness
their words are meaningless to satisfy their attention.

It drives me to insanity,
I'm surprised I have any left at this point.
Guess I'll just be done with it then
'Cause obviously, its broken.